Im sorry to the guy who is “meant” for me. I’ll probably never meet you, or if I do, will never appreciate you for who you are. because im so burnt out on love. Im sorry to myself for never letting myself experience true love
cynical lover
That I wasted so much of my youth dating you. I am so happy that I was smart enough to end it. You were right, I have met so many prettier, smarter, and all around nicer girls then you at college. You definitely didn’t deserve me, I should have listened to my friends. To think I was going to propose to you a little over a year ago. So happy I didn’t make that mistake. I honestly gave up so much for you and you treated my like absolute shit. Double standards are not what relationships should be based on. You are the least motivated, self centered, bitchiest girl I have ever met. I honestly don’t know what I was thinking. I really hope you enjoy your life that has been completely consumed by your part time job and ugly ass new boyfriend. Stay out of my life please.
I still check my phone every morning hoping you might randomly wake up and miss me.
I really hope this explains to you why I can’t have this anymore. I don’t want to know you any longer, I don’t want to know your life any longer, I don’t want to know who your friends are any longer, I don’t want you on my quark board any longer, I don’t want your stuff any longer, I just don’t want you any longer. We’re done. Deep inside, I feel like you’re happy cause you said you always wished that I would just leave so it’d be easier on you so you wouldn’t be the bad guy. So go you, you’re the good guy now. But I’ll haunt you by literally doing nothing. I’ll always be on your mind. I’ll be behind every song. I’ll be everywhere. I just never thought that you would have to be the one to get over me.
You ripped my chest open took my heart and stomped on it. luckily this isn’t the first time so my heart can handle it. I don’t need to sit here and tell you what you mean to, what you meant to me because you already know. Because i would remind you on a daily basis. but this front you’re putting up, its such a turn off. find that beauty you once had, and show it to the world.
I hate you. I hate you more than anyone i have ever known. I’d rather chew glass than be with you again.
You have emotionally torn me apart, and you’re the only one that has had this impact on me.
I gave you my all. Everything I had, all the love I had to give. Things were going well. I haven’t done anything wrong. Yeah I moved on, but that was because you didn’t treat me well. I get why you broke up with me, I really do. You came back fighting, and won me over just like you planned. But you cheated on me, tried to hide it from me. and you snap at me saying “you need to get over your trust issues” when you’re the reason why i dont trust you, you’ll always be a cheater.
It’s funny how someone can be stuck in your head, literally trapped inside and the more and more you try to remove them from the your mind, the more you find yourself thinking about them. The emotions come flooding in, changing with the current, you hate him, you miss him, you love him, you forgive him, you fear him. How can someone who doesn’t even acknowledge your presence anymore find themselves’ in your daily thoughts. At the end of the day, you have control of who you are and how you feel. You have to realize people have as much power as you give them, and you have to realize, if someone isn’t taking the time to miss you, don’t miss them. Focus on the people who are there for you, but most importantly focus on yourself cause some days the only person who’ll be there for you, is yourself.
I go to your facebook and get sadden at your relationship status…because you look so happy with your new girl. but to make myself feel better, i go to your myspace and read your profile where it says how much you love me. and we still look happy.
i miss that.
I compare everyone to you. Every time I meet a guy that I think there might be potential with, I compare him to you, and then I lose interest.
With normal break ups, something happens, and the two people separate do to this issue. The only thing that sucks more than breaking up with someone, is when you break up with that person due to the physical distance between you two. This is because there’s no anger to cover up the longing.
You took my virginity, you took my heart, and you moved to NY. And at the same time, I’m so glad that I met you, and I thank you for all the things you taught me. I’ll never forget you.
Love Catch&Release
Me and my ex-boyfriend decided to go our separate ways just over a year ago after dating for 2 years. I have been trying to move on, but everytime I kiss a guy I don’t feel a spark or the butterflies that I used to feel… well until recently. I have been seeing someone for the past two months now and I find it pathetic and childish that I think of my ex everytime we kiss. That’s how the sparks have re-entered my love life.
sincerely,
pathetic
